illmindofcj:

There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t stay up until 6 in the morning thinking about you. I miss you so much mom. I never thought the day would come where we would depart ways. You were my best friend, my partner in crime, and my number one supporter. As much as we fought, it was all out of love. You were the funniest person I’ve ever met. I look at your picture every day and just talk to it. I wish our time wasn’t cut short. I wish I could’ve seen you and told you I loved you one more time. Nothing is the same anymore. I haven’t been happy since September 2nd. I just want you to give me a sign that everything is okay. Once I get a sign, I’ll be able to sleep at night. The only thing getting me through this is knowing that you’re not in pain anymore. You’ll always be my best friend and I’ll always be your rock. I’ll make you proud and I promise that. I love you always Momma.

still shocks me

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